Friday, October 23, 2009
Woooof..Finally it's the last important paper today. I'm really disappointed with my bio paper.. I knew i dont have enough preparation but still feel moody because of it. This is the lousiest paper that I did throughout this exam. Perhaps.. my A will just fly away...Of course, I don hope this will happen. In papa's heart,I'm the always straight As. Although he never gives me stress,but i always think that study hard is my responsibility. Everyone think that I'm hardworking, actually I'm same with them. IM LAZY! I'm lazy too. Just that when I started to be lazy, my heart is telling me that I shouldn't do it because of my papa. I LOVE MY PAPA! I don want him to get hurt. I remembered my dream...months ago..I dreamed that papa is bullied by others because wanna fulfill my wish or demand.Though I'm in the dream, but my heart was so hurt...and make me remember the dream when I was awake.
I really think that I have a lil problem in managing my stress. I just loss 2 kg because of exam. And I admit that I eat lots of supper at night. My weight is always varies. Teenagers tend to gain weight easily but not lose weight. I can gain and lose my weight easily!.... It's not a good news for me though all the time i wanna be slim.
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