Thursday, March 14, 2013
Hey! I'm back. It's 3 years after my last post (2010).
I wanted to write something.
I feel bad, uncomfortable with the people here. These aren't what I expected when I made such important decision. I somehow regretted why I chose to leave my country. I would have done greatly and knowing and mixing with bunch of new friends if I was in my country right now. I thought I am brave, but I'm not. Everything here is hard for me. People, lectures, life styles etc. I just can't get used to it. However, this doesn't mean that I miss my country. Seriously, honestly there are no strong feelings of missing my country. The thing that matters is what if, what will, if I m in my country now. Will I be happier? Why should I torture myself, at all senses. I don't miss home, I don't miss friends.Maybe it's not a 100% true statement. The conflicting feeling makes me feel really bad.
I don't like here.
I don't miss home.
What do I want right now? At this moment?
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