Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Today is tiring.
I was wrong. I shouldn't skipped my tuition class. Skipping the class makes me feel guilty.I don't understand myself. Every time I play truant or skip class, I'll feel guilty after that, at the same time I will remind me not to be lazy. If I din skip the class, I too wont concentrate during the class. So.. It's actually the same. JUST that I hate being guilty!
Why others can think something in simple but I'm not. I do always think everything complicated. Why I just cant be like them. Simple thinking and everything goes fine. Every night before I close my eyes, I will think about lots of things. My mind is so tired. Many many tasks waiting me to complete, this makes me feel stress.. Perhaps this is why sometimes I look 忧郁.
Daddy said I have to share a room with others when we move in our new house. I don't like it! I knew I'm not mature enough to have this thinking. I'm justt.. justt... WHY ME? Why not others that share with someone, but me.. Because I'm the youngest among sisters(?) I don wish to sleep with any of my sisters because they will have their life.( Their life is always interesting but mine is bored) I don wanna compare my life with them. I don like the feeling that watching them live an interesting life.I knew my thought now is childish for them. Just like what buck said, I don have my childhood life. In this matter, I wanna think like a child and act like a child.
My post is always about SAD and EMO stuff. Can I post a happy one for the next one? Can I(?)
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